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Sunday, April 10, 2005

 i feel like im stuck on you.

life has been so crappy. you dont have time for me... yet u can make time to go out with so many other people. we havent met for so long. why? you keep on having excuses whenever i ask you out. it really just breaks my heart. what are you doing? why do you seem to be so uninterested? do you know how it feels to see you go out with a guy you like, even if its his birthday... and you would stay out so late. and even have dinner and everything. you always go off so early whenever you're with me. its like you treat me like a spare tyre. i am not on your mind. i think of you every second every minute. i can think of you until i start to cry. why do you treat me like this? what have i done to you. i cant survive on the few smses you send me a day. and you never seem to want to talk to me online. you rather talk to other people on the phone. and its not just that frog im talking about. i keep picturing you having so much fun with other people. its like we're not even connected to each other anymore.

you havent seen me for ages. do you even want to see me? you're not even replying to me online now. i just want to cry. why do i love you? i wish i loved someone else. someone who wouldn't hurt me as much. my heart is broken into so many pieces already. you're the only one who can fix it back.

i just wish you would talk to me, i feel like our best days are way behind us. i wish december would come back. you would call me in the middle of the afternoon... we would just be so happy talking... smsing non-stop. i remember sending you to your grandma's place with your cousins. sighh. i just want to hug you so tight now.

im jealous. why do i love you... why. sometimes i just wish i nvr liked you. sometimes i just hate you.

i want things to go back to the way things were. i want you in my life. you are everything to me. i could do anything for you. anything... i wonder why my devotion to you is unreturned. i cant stand you not caring about me... why do you nvr call me often? you would stop calling me after just one missed call. did it occur to you that i may have not yet reached for the phone? why do you say things that i want to hear. but never act it out...

i hate you. and yet i love you. its just killing me. i cant concentrate on anything else.

mischief managed

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